and I think Im doing just fine...

After a while jugak I tak mengupdate kat sini ek… Well, too many things I need to take care now. Nak-nak lagi lepas Ayah takde ni lagi susah. Kalo dulu masa dia ada tak penah nak terpikir langsung benda-benda kecik macam bayar bil elektrik & air, cukai pintu & tanah laa, bayar duit ansuran kereta pun suruh dia bayar. Until his last days with us pun dia still pegi pasar as usual. Actually, routine pegi pasar ni memang keja dia sejak dulu lagi..not that we anak-anak dia nih tak amik berat pasal semua tuh tapi memandangkan ayah dah tak bekerja bak kata dia sekarang ni dah jadi ‘YB’ as in ‘Yang Bersara’. So, he took care lah all those things. Dialah jugak yang jadi peneman setia mak di rumah sepanjang mak tak boleh berjalan ni as she is now on wheelchair. Pegi hospital pun ayah yang teman & bawak..even dressing kaki mak pun he did too...

But now I think Im doing just fine after ayah has gone ( yet I am still could not believe it myself that ayah dah almost 4 months tak ada..) Apapun, life has to go on... mak pun macam dah ok sikit, eventho sometimes tu ada gak la dia tersebut-sebut pasal ayah..bila tang tu I jadik sedih and tak tau nak react macamana.

As for now, I hope I can be strong enough to live my life accordingly..dan diam tak diam gak dah almost a year I tak keja. But its ok, I guess..at least I boleh temankan mak kat rumah, nak keja balik pun dah malas. Sekarang ni Im helping mak jual satu produk kesihatan which quite good jugak. Even mak pun dah sihat after she tried this product...luka kat kaki dia pun dah nak bertaut after 2 years menunggu luka tu nak baikk..nantila sensenang nanti I will tell more about the product.